it was very different
very strange
it started with all of us friends were going in a train.
you were with us. we were talking and having fun. and u gave me something. something that looked like a coin and u told me to keep it with me. then i went on the top seat. i was jumping, cracking jokes, very happy.
u were just smiling and laughing and then suddenly something happened. everything started going away.
not that everyone was dying or stuff was melting.
they just went away in a very strange way. which was scary. i could see them all going away. and i could see my scary face. it was all red. red everywhere.then only me, my seat and the coin like thing remained.
then the seat went.
and the coin which was now in my hand, it became hot. red hot. it melted away right through my hand. but i did not feel anything.
and then i lost my body. i felt so free. and i felt i could see everything. and nothing
nothing existed.
just me.
everything is fake.
why do we have the ego?
why do we fight?
why do we love?
the only reason we exist is because we have to exist.
then why am i leading my self into emotion?
i felt detachment towrds everything. and that moment was beautiful. it felt real. i was free. just floated in the air. and that feeling was...blissful. after some time everything broke down. i was back i had the coin in my hand. everyone was there u were smiling at me and then u went away. no no. u were there.
u just innocently looked at me and asked what happened? why are u looking like that and u smiled!!
everyone was acting like as if nothing had happened and maybe nothing had happened. i checked if i had the coin or not. it was not there
or maybe it was.
i dont remember
i was just left with the feeling.
and then i woke up from my sleep. it was all a dream.
i have never remembered any dream. this one is by far the most clear dream. this is i guess the only dream that i can think of i remember. somehow it left some impression on me. it made me thinking a lot. the faces were so clear. the color was blood red. i felt numbness. dont know what i felt honestly. dont know what happened.
did not feel awesome. did not feel anything. it was complete numbness.
very strange
it started with all of us friends were going in a train.
you were with us. we were talking and having fun. and u gave me something. something that looked like a coin and u told me to keep it with me. then i went on the top seat. i was jumping, cracking jokes, very happy.
u were just smiling and laughing and then suddenly something happened. everything started going away.
not that everyone was dying or stuff was melting.
they just went away in a very strange way. which was scary. i could see them all going away. and i could see my scary face. it was all red. red everywhere.then only me, my seat and the coin like thing remained.
then the seat went.
and the coin which was now in my hand, it became hot. red hot. it melted away right through my hand. but i did not feel anything.
and then i lost my body. i felt so free. and i felt i could see everything. and nothing
nothing existed.
just me.
everything is fake.
why do we have the ego?
why do we fight?
why do we love?
the only reason we exist is because we have to exist.
then why am i leading my self into emotion?
i felt detachment towrds everything. and that moment was beautiful. it felt real. i was free. just floated in the air. and that feeling was...blissful. after some time everything broke down. i was back i had the coin in my hand. everyone was there u were smiling at me and then u went away. no no. u were there.
u just innocently looked at me and asked what happened? why are u looking like that and u smiled!!
everyone was acting like as if nothing had happened and maybe nothing had happened. i checked if i had the coin or not. it was not there
or maybe it was.
i dont remember
i was just left with the feeling.
and then i woke up from my sleep. it was all a dream.
i have never remembered any dream. this one is by far the most clear dream. this is i guess the only dream that i can think of i remember. somehow it left some impression on me. it made me thinking a lot. the faces were so clear. the color was blood red. i felt numbness. dont know what i felt honestly. dont know what happened.
did not feel awesome. did not feel anything. it was complete numbness.
Its kind of scary. You know, I don't generally comment on what somebody else has written. How do I know whats going on in another man's mind? How do I know what he is looking at?
ReplyDeleteIt seems like you went into a zone of your own, bro.
Whats the coin?
Whats this dream?
Heck, are you thinking of running away from everything? You better not . .
I don't know, man . . What does freedom have to do with detachment?
I can't see things from your eyes . . Its useless for me to try and understand. :/
Rock on,
Anuj
hehe..even i dont know that...i aint running!!
ReplyDeleteand detachment is freedom...
its ok...i dont expect you to understand this!!
just enjoy a good dream!!
:D
hey... you actually posted it...Wow...!!! Well, it's sure very scary... I felt 50 yrs older after reading it... :P
ReplyDeletechal re...:D
ReplyDeleteu cant possible be feeling 150 years old!!
ReplyDelete@anuj and everyone else...
ReplyDeletelater on i realized that it was the melting of the coin which made me realize that i am not the body. i am just what i am. i am the soul. nothing can destroy me.
:D