Sunday, October 6, 2013


we were watching this new movie. Not romantic but a thriller. Not
romantic at all.
Why did I even say yes? ah i remember now.. Atleast am getting to
spend time with her.
and her whole group of friends.
i ask one question to her and the whole group jumps up to listen and
answer the question.
the question is for her dammit!
Hey why are you not gymming? I asked.
She very seriously turned to me and with all excitedness started
telling me her routine. I just loved listening to her. i Never used to
interrupt. She looks at me with such intent..I dissappear in her eyes.
 U look beautiful I said. Shit. Where did that come from I said to myself.
But she just smiled and said, haan? thank u yaar
.And I was about to say something else when the damned movie started.grrrrrr.
Sometimes I feel she never understands what I mean when I say she
looks beautiful. She takes my I love u's for a joke. Damn. But I love
being with her. I just love her.
During the movie at a moment the hero took the girls hand. She said he
is flirting. I said noo...he is just holding this..and I
took her hands. It was wonderful. She kept on joking, and I held her
hands.and then she took it away. I dont know why.
at times i just used to crouch a little towards a very
innocent way..with a devilish smile and used to say scary things to
her. her eyes opened wide and she started hitting me!! haha
my days are incomplete without her hitting me. my days are incomplete
without her hugging me. my days are incomplete without her complaing
to me. i am incomplete with her.
it was a nice movie. well i did not really see the movie. she was
telling me about it. she liked it. so it must have been nice. :P
what did i do during the movie? i pinched her. i scared her. talked to
her. tried guessing the suspense of the movie to her. at times slept
on her. and when her friends were tlking to her..i really slept during
those times!
so i guess it was a good movie after all!
the movie ended at two. yes in the night. yes it was a late night
movie. but no fun in that. we were not alone. cant treat her to her
favourite ice cream. shops are closed.
but the good part is..i live next to her house. so she drives me to
her home. thank god her friends have cars and they live far away! at
least now i will get some time with her.
not like am gonna propose her or something. yeah we havent said those
three magical words yet. do i really need to?
just spending time with her. making her laugh is good enough. she
smiles and gives out her famous laugh is good enough for me. famous
laugh: when she laughes, the whole world shakes, some countries
experience earthquake. true story!
so i say stupid things. i am not a good standup. neither do i crack
good jokes. i just say stupid things about me, and i tease her!
its so easy to make her laugh.
 it was so tough for me to smile. gosh! those days. i had forgotten
how to smile. i  felt my face had a permanent frown mark.first time i
saw her..not that i fell in love with her...the first thing that i did
was i cracked a joke! that wasnt me! but yet i felt alive! for the
first time! soon i knew who she was.
she was a mad woman! a hysterical laugher! and i was a serial nonsense
joke cracker. she laughed at my stupid talks and everyone else looked
at us as if we are crazy. jealous people. or stupid us.
oops. have reached home.
havent smiled like this since ages i tell her.
she tells me i know that. do u think i dont notice?
and she goes away.
i dont know what to say.i just keep looking at the car. going away further.
thats my life. i love her

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